Plans for Saturday went pear shaped. Back from the NCT centre and feeling horrible, could not get heat into my body even sitting on top of the fire. Went to bed about three o clock with two hot water bottles shivering with the cold and slept until 7pm, out for the count I went and woke feeling somewhat better. I don't know what it was, maybe emotional but I was just exhausted. Sunday was little better so I took it easy, watched 84 Charing Cross Road and Miss Potter and knitted almost the back of a cardigan.
Since the weekend I have had sleepless nights, joints all along my right side are painful even to the fingers on my right hand. I cannot sleep on either side or it is painful I have to sleep on my back. It could be a virus, couple of days if it is not any better I will visit the doctor. Brenda said to have a blood test, I could not even consider what the upshot of that might be.
Work was very busy today being pulled from Billy to Jack, well at least Brian to Jim. It was just the same in every office in the building, a sense of stress and the Conference isn't even on next week. I refused to get drawn into the panic and stress. I find saying a few Hail Mary's or singing a chorus of a song helps to calm my mind. I am inclined to obsess about things at times and find that helps.
What also helps is finding a really difficult song and trying to learn it, singing it over in your mind endlessly, its like cracking a puzzle.
Now watching George Clooney as Batman, nice.
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